At the ends of the earth In the corner of my lungs I begin a rebirth Have the church bells rung A harmonious tune A chorale, an etude Fallen angels will sing As they fill the pews Catastrophe And blasphemy Let the heretics in And laugh with me It doesn't have to be Such a polarizing thing We'll all get together Just have a dish to bring We will feast To end the lease Of corporeal needs To tame the beast Who longingly Wanders through our dreams Chasing off the things We want to be So sound the horns Grab the crown of thorns Toss it in the flames We now adorn A golden ring Whose light will bring Peace to our soul Now laugh with me

Drifting through nothing I cannot see What's in front of me Where could I be? The silence is waiting

I wander ponderously Through the beams of light On your bedroom floor The dust dancing Off the things we never said Where've you gone You grip your blanket Once without a y And shy away From glancing my face If I had known How far id go To escape the dream of life I hope Id have wrote it off long ago If it's me it seems We're off kilter at best As if you've nothing To get off your chest Hypocrites the lot of ya And you wouldn’t be wrong I sit and count Each crack in the wall Hoping if I stare long enough I'll catch a glimpse of light Shining through Giving hope to heaven On the other side Oh what I'd give To see the specks of dust Gently dance through the beams Though at this point it seems Like a losing bet I've never been one to gamble But I'd give an arm a leg I'd cry and beg But to whom would the vibrations travel I've fallen in the woods With no one around I assumed there was a sound But was I the one making it? In recollection it seems as real As my expectation of luminosity So I count and I wait I learn how to trace And if practice makes perfect It'll shine light on my fate From the glow of your face The glitter of dust Through the window light The room is still We haven't broken eye contact For whats felt like hours I go to make the first words But my lungs collapse Under the weight of uncertainty The years play back In my mind Of wandering aimlessly No attention to time And now we're here The clocks frozen Like we always hoped they would A black spot appears in the corner You get up from your chair Motioning towards the door My neurons send signals to follow But the blackness has filled the room And I begin to fall Through the past Through the pain All the laughs Beneath the rain And suddenly it stopped The room has returned Empty now, the dust has settled This meetings been adjourned

I'm spinnin spinnin spinnin Try to get out of this prison These lines are the light And my mind is the prism I say that I'm alright That I enjoy the division But I don't wanna fight anymore I try with all my might Still I fall into the night The clouds try to deceive me Say it's ok they believe me Warm embrace try to chase I elate or erase What I need to do is face myself Your hand peaks through the shadow Try to grab it but I'm hollow Go to get up and to follow Seems my legs are paralyzed I look into your eyes While I conjure my demise Maybe its not worth it anymore You implore I adore Your angel wings Conjure winds through the door You implore I adore Your angel wings Lift me up from the floor You lift me high Out of my mind

Glass my eyes Frozen mind I can't rescind All the lines Why am I Tantalized? Crystal wings Lift me high Gravity Takes hold of me Longingly Looking for release If I could be Floating free It would be Awfully lonely I cry lines of divine An east bound wind Whisking away The sands of my face Hands locked in rotation Waving goodbye To glowing synapses I swore I'd miss it but My words lack adhesion Slipping away Like sand through my grave Blue to black And black to blue Reds and oranges Mixed in there too Each cycle Leads me further from you

Doin key bumps in my car Never thought that I would get this far You message me and say Please come out to the bar Your friends are missing you tonight Ohio winter brings out the sinner in me Frozen hearts And all the arguments I start Creating problems So the substances can solve them I'm missing all my friends tonight